Sunday, February 3, 2008

Love Of My* Life

  • Relationships are very beautiful. I am so thankful for the man that I am with. He makes every day better and I cannot stand being away from him. My pregnancy has been so rough on me, and I have lost hope so many times these passed 6 months, but Emmanuel has always been there to pick me back up and let me know that everything will be okay. I know for a fact that I have been a pain in the butt for a while now, but he always cares for me, holds me, calms me down when I get angry... He knows everything about me. I know it sounds cliche, but I really think that he can read my mind sometimes.. He knows what I am thinking when I am quiet, he knows what I am going to say all the time; he reads me so well. I could go on forever and ever about him. I love him with all of my heart and I am so glad that he is the father of my baby. Although the timing of having a baby was very early, I cannot wait to have a family with this man. I have never met someone my entire life who makes me laugh so much. I laugh at things that I would have never laughed at before. He makes me laugh so hard when I want to be angry at him; it's impossible to be mad at him for more than 5 minutes, I promise...
  • Many people in my life have not been truly loyal to me. When I first met Emmanuel, I let him know that my heart, my feelings, and my emotions were closing up, again. I told him that it was rare that I cried in front of people because I didn't want anyone to see me in an emotional state. One night Emmanuel and I were talking about loyalty and I broke down in tears. I didn't know that I had been hurting so bad from people not remaining loyal. He held me and made us promise each other that we would never treat each other the way we have been treated by everyone else, that we will always remain loyal to one another, and that nothing will ever break up our friendship. From that day on, I can honestly say that Emmanuel has been my best friend.
  • I am so in love with the man that he has become, and Emmanuel has come a very far way. I am proud to be by his side, and proud to be carrying his child. I can never ask for a better man because everything that I need in a man he is... I want to thank the people in his life that came before me for messing up because he wouldn't be with me right now if you hadn't. Emmanuel is the love of my life.. Thank you God for my man..

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